First and Last...

Greetings ! :)

It's been a long time since i have written anything here. I was not able to write here for about 1 month and now I'm back. This is my first post this December 2011 as well as my last because right at this very moment it's December 31,2011 at 12 in the morning. I decided not to go to sleep early and wait for this day to come so that I could write my FIRST post this December 2011 and my LAST post THIS YEAR. I still can't imagine how time passed by so fast. New year is fast approaching and you know what? I got a feeling that this coming 2012 will be my year. Well, it's because 12 is my favorite number. I was born on the 12th day of January that's why it's my favorite :) Anyway, These past few days have been good to me. Nothing bad happened and I'm thanking the almighty God for that. I've been lucky also because me and my crush, Mr. #6 were chatting these past few days and i'm really happy that he's not like the other crushes that i have before. He's kinda different, I thought that he's strict because of his looks but i was wrong. He is Friendly and he always replied to my messages on Facebook. He's really nice to me. I'm just contented of what relationship we have right now. I don't expect for more. It's okay for me that we will just be friends. I guess 2011 will end good even though there were lots of bad things happened but i guess those things made me stronger. I am now ready for more challenging events this coming year 2012 but of course with the help of God because He is the source of my strength in facing really big problems or etc. and also my Family. I just really hope that i could pass the upcoming problems right just like those problems i had this year 2011. I expect to have more colorful life this coming 2012. Anyway,  I will not write here first my new years resolution because i will write it on my first post next year which will be tomorrow :) geez ! I really can't believe it. Anyway, it's my first time to get excited in welcoming a new year and aside from that, There is also one thing that i am excited for and it's my upcoming birthday :) wahaha :D Every time that i think of a  new year, I also think of my birthday and if God will still allow me to live next year then, I would really be very thankful because i can still share His goodness to you and can still write here. Actually, I am not fond of blogging before but i just realized that writing what you feel here will really be a great help. I mean blogging can help a lot especially when expressing your feelings. And I'm not really good at writing before but i guess it has improved base on what I've observed :) * hehe * oops ! I guess this is too long already and maybe i should stop now. I really hope that 2012 will be really nice to me ^_^ and oops ! I also wanted to say that when 2012 comes, let us Thank God for another year that He has given us. That would be all !

Kaimen is signing out...
We'll meet again next year ! :)
Bye 2011, Hello 2012 ^_^

A New Beginning :)

Olah ^_^ I'm happy to say that this would really be the start of something new :)

Today is the end of November 2011 and as this day ends, all those painful feelings (hopefully) would also end. I am happy to share to you that last November 27,2011 we had our Reunion (father's side) and I'm very happy that time because we have gathered and those conflicts and quarrels our family and relatives had are fixed and as I saw their smiles, their laugh and felt the presence of PEACE, I felt overjoyed. It's really nice to see your loved ones happy. :) That was really the happiest day of my life. It's like the one that I asked for a long time to God had already been answered. It's like History repeats itself. Even though there are changes but the joy or happiness that i felt before repeated. And you know what I really like the most? Because before that reunion happened, I am very sad. I felt really down and I felt grief. God is really Good at timing, not only at timing but also at everything! It is indeed true that there is always a rainbow after a rain and it is really true that God answers our prayers at the best time we just have to wait. Anyways, i forgot to tell you the reason why i'm really down or sad before that reunion happened.

Well, as usual, the reason that i felt very sad is... "about that crazy little thing called INFATUATION". Have you read my post entitled "That Possibility"? well, I'm sad to say that there is no way that... "that possibility" would happened. Last Friday night, I just realized that I should stop. I even cried that time because i really realized that he will never felt the same feeling i felt for him. I prayed and asked God to help me fade that feeling so that I would be happy because to tell you honestly, i always think of the guy i like before i would go to sleep and that guy would be the first thing i had in mind after i woke up in the morning. it's the cause why i feel sad everyday because i know that... that guy don't feel the same way and the worst thing is I want to stop thinking of the guy i like but i really can't. He is really a terrible nuisance.
But I'm happy to say to all of you that after i shed tears and prayed to God. I felt comfortable. I felt joy in my heart. It's like those sadness that i felt had gone away as the tears came out of my eyes. I know that God has answered my prayers. According to Revelation 21:4 "He will wipe every tear from their eyes, and there shall be no more death or mourning, wailing or pain, for the old order has passed away."

I know that God has a reason why He let me feel that way for a long time and it's because he wants me to learn. He wants me to be strong. He wants me to be patient and I thank God for that. God is really Good. God is really WITH ME AND US. He has a reason for everything. HE IS GOOD ALL THE TIME!

We should just trust and believe in HIM. Right now, I'm happy. With God in our hearts, ALL IS WELL :) AMEN!


that would be all :D
-k2i6e6.kaimen-

GRIEF...

What happened today causes me to feel GREAT UNHAPPINESS...

Today I learned and i realized that I should not only decide or think for myself when it comes to groupings. I should think or ask also others opinion before i will make a decision.

Yesterday, Our teacher in ENGLISH said that we will have a debate about which one is easier. Writing or Speaking. The first thing that comes into my mind was WRITING because for me it is easier especially when we want to express or say something to a person which we cannot tell them personally because we don't have enough confidence and courage to tell it and also if a person don't have the capabilities to speak because of being mute then most probably that person will communicate through writing and for me "ALL OF US CAN SAY OR EXPRESS WHAT WE FEEL THROUGH WRITING BUT NOT ALL OF US CAN EXPRESS OR SAY WHAT WE FEEL THROUGH SPEAKING" specially the Non-verbal people. They would prefer to express what they really feel using their hands like drawing. Drawing is a written language. In ancient times, People use this what we called CUNEIFORM (written symbols) which is the first true written language to communicate. Then in our Filipino 100, I have learned that most people are afraid of SPEAKING than DYING because of being nervous and scared. Then they said that not all the people are good in Writing but for me not all people are also good in SPEAKING. Like me, I'm not really good in Speaking in front of many people specially in SPEAKING ENGLISH. But I just realized that it really depends on a person. We have different STRENGTHS and WEAKNESSES. So, I guess both is just the same. When a person can express his/her feelings and is more confident to tell it through speaking then SPEAKING is EASIER. But if a person prefers to express or say what he/she feels through WRITING then WRITING is EASIER.

I just realized that God created things FAIR.

We didn't won the debate but at least I learned something and realized something.At least we did our best and i have experienced an oxford style debate :)

That would be all.
-k2i6e6.kaimen-

Someday, It will finally found me.

It's almost 12 am and i'm still awake. It's because something's bothering me. Anyways, before that I would like to say sorry for not writing here for the past few days. I'm just busy and sometimes lazy. hehe :) well to be honest, last november 1, I'm planning to write and share my another spectacular experience about celebrating halloween... But the lazy me appears again. So, I wasn't able to write here.

Anyways, like what i said a while ago. SOMETHING'S BOTHERING ME and it makes me think and think and think of it all over again. Am I really UNLUCKY in Love or all the guys i loved is NOT FOR ME because God hasn't found the one for me yet?

I asked this question to myself many times.

mmm, It made me think of I'm UNLUCKY in LOVE because every time i fall for a guy, that guy already like or love someone else and then they won't fall for me.I always fall for the wrong one, wrong timing. It really hurts but all i really need to do is to ACCEPT it but to be honest i'm tired of accepting the truth and "truth hurts".

They said "wait for the right time and don't find love, let love find you" but the question is WHEN? you know, I have a short patience. I also want to experience what most of all the people experience... and that is to be love by the person you love but I'm also thinking that they're right maybe i should just wait for the right time and have a long patience. Maybe those guys i fall for are not really meant for me. Maybe God hasn't found the one for me yet, the one that's better to all the guys i loved and besides i'm still young. I don't need to be in a hurry. There's no need to rush. If something is meant to be, it will happen. In the right time, with the right person, for the best reason.

but you know, this just sucks ! it keeps on bothering me. It keeps me think of it. It keeps me ask myself that question. It makes me STRESS. I am really a wimpy girl when it comes to LOVE and i HATE it. ugh !

anyways, 2nd semester is really coming very soon and i like it. I read a lot of status like "I'll do better this 2nd semester" "Be ready 2nd semester" blah blah blah.
It makes me feel nervous and scared but i know i can do this, i can pass 2nd semester and for the coming years and semesters to come for with God always, nothing is impossible :)) and maybe i should just keep my attention and focus to my studies and not to my Love life. I know it will come. Love will finally found me someday. :D

-k2i6e6.kaimen-

PEACE PLEASE :'(

hi guys . I'm sad right now. alam niyo kung bakit? kasi nag.aaway-away na sila.

Nung Oct. 23,2011 pumunta kami sa Hagonoy,Davao del Sur kasi yung pera ng papa ng lola ko na hinihintay nila ay dumating na. Isang beterano kasi yung papa ng lola ko. So, syempre malaki yung pera na matatanggap nila pero ihahati pa yun kasi 12 silang magkakapatid. So, yun. Nagsimba pa kami nun. Happy pa kami nun kasi nga dumating na. Pero nung nag.usap-usap na sila about sa mga utang na babayaran nagkagulo na sila at nag aaway-away na. Nagsisigawan sila.

Bakit ba ganun? Everytime nalang na may pagtitipon-tipon na nangyayari, imbis na magdiwang at magsaya, NAG-AAWAY sila :( Kaming mga anak o mga bata ang naapektuhan. HAPPY NA SANA KAMI KASI MAGKIKITA-KITA NA NAMAN KAMI KASI MINSAN LANG KAMI NAGTITIPON-TIPON TAPOS MAG-AAWAY PA. :( Hindi ba nila alam na kung NASASAKTAN SILA MAS NASASAKTAN KAMI.! Mabuti pa noon, nung bata pa ako, wala gaanong mga away2x pero ngayon, tsk. NAKAKALUNGKOT talaga ba :( Gusto kong umiyak. Gusto ko silang kausapin pero, para sa kanila bata pa ako, hindi ko pa raw naiintindihan....

Well, siguro nga TAMA SILA pero sana pakinggan din nila kami. Ang aming mga hinanaing. :( Kung hindi sila nagkakaintindihan, bakit ba sila nagsisigawan? pwede naman nilang idaan sa MABUTING USAPAN. :( pero sa tingin ko nang dahil rin yan sa PRIDE NILA. Naiisip ko nga, PERA LANG, NAG-AAWAY NA.

Minsan natatanong ko, BAKIT PA KASI NAIMBENTO ANG PERA? nang dahil diyan maraming pamilya ang nag-aaway-away pero hindi nila alam na MAS MAHALAGA PA ANG PAMILYA KAYSA SA PERA! bakit ba nila hinahayaan na mawasak ang kanilang PAMILYA ng dahil lang sa PERA?

tsk.tsk.tsk. PINAPANGAKO KO TALAGA NA PAG AKO'y may PAMILYA NA HINDI KO HAHAYAAN NA MAG-AAWAY.AWAY kami ng dahil lang sa PERA.

Kung NAMOMROBLEMA sila kung pano babayaran ang utang, pwede naman nilang pag-usapan iyon ng maayos. hindi yang nag-aaway sila ! PARANG MAS BATA PA SILA KAYSA SA AMIN KUNG MAG-ISIP! hay naku.

Tapos ngayon, MAY AWAY NA NADAGDAG NA NAMAN. yung tito ko na naman NAGALIT sa amin kasi nga nung time na nagtitipon kami sa Hagonoy, hindi raw namin sinabihan si tita na pumunta doon. Eh, sabi naman ng mother ko, wala kaming number nila kaya hindi natextsan.

AYOKO TALAGA NG AWAY BA. LET THERE BE PEACE PLEASE. Hindi ba nila alam na kung mag.aaway-away sila, maaaring MADAMAY KAMI. eh ayokong MAG-AWAY KAMI NG MGA COUZ KO, CLOSE KAYA KAMI.. AYOKONG MASIRA ANG MAGANDANG PAGSASAMAHAN NAMIN... AYOKO TALAGA !

Mabuti pa talaga noon, HAPPY PA. Naaalala ko pa noon, tuwing christmas, pumupunta sila sa bahay namin tapos ang saya saya namin tapos ngayon, BAKIT GANUN? SANA MAIBALIK YUNG DATI...

YUNG MASAYA PA KAMI... YUNG WALA PANG MGA AWAY2X :(

-k2i6e6.kaimen-

Exploring God's Creation

 "AMAZING!" It's all i can say. It's really a great opportunity to have an activity like this. It's not just about learning and having fun but also appreciating what God has made.


I've never expected that i would have so much fun. Actually, It's my first time to go in Talikud Island, Samal and all I can say is that " It was a very nice place." It takes more or less than 3 hours to arrive at our destination but even though it was that long, I've never been bored because of the wonderful views that can be seen anywhere.


When we arrive to our destination, my classmates were so excited to dive and swim. It's because the water is really clear. Fishes can be seen even the coral reefs! It was really nice. At first, I don't want to swim and dive, but the water was so tempting so, I dive in. It will really tempt you. If you don't like swimming, then seeing the water there will let you like to swim. To be honest, I regretted that I didn't try the SCUBA diving because there are lots of wonderful creatures underwater and it will be more appreciated if you will go deeply. But still, SCUBA or Not, you will still have fun.


Having a tour with my classmates, the BMLS 1-I and our ever good looking teacher Sir BEn was really unforgettable. I enjoyed it. After those stressful days, It can really make you stress free. It was really worth it and most of all God is really AMAZING! :)


-k2i6e6.kaimen-

OVERWHELMED :)

hi guys ! :) I'm sorry if i wasn't able to write down anything here for the past few days. It's because I'm so busy. Our final exam is next week and i really need to study. I don't want that the grades that will be putted on my transcript of records is low so, I really need to study. But now, I just stop because I wanna tell you something. It really made me feel overwhelmed. see the picture below?

 

It's a chocolate. It was given by my teacher on psychology. Wanna know why? okay, this is what happened. :)

Today, was our last meeting on our psychology subject because next week will be our final exam and we will not meet anymore next week and i guess 'till i will be graduated in college because we'll just gonna encounter this subject once. Its a minor subject actually. So, for the last time we had this activity.

Our activity is like this, Our teacher will give each of us 2 chocolates and she said that we will give it to the person whom we appreciated and whom we would like to give thanks. She gave us 5 minutes only to give it to the person we would like to give thanks and to the person we appreciated. After the activity, we went back to our respective seats and she explains why we had that activity. Well, it's related to our last lesson actually "Social Psychology". Then, she asked some questions like "what did we learned from the activity","what we felt" and etc. And oops! i forgot to tell you, we had given her a chocolate too, many of us gave her a chocolate.So, after those question and answer portion. She said that if she would like to give some of the chocolates it would be "blah blah blah" she gave some of the chocolates she received to my classmates, she called a name and then she stated the reason why she gave it to her/him etc.

I didn't expect that i will be one of those student she appreciated. Well the reason is because of this.

This happened long time ago, i didn't expect that she didn't forget it. Well, we had our discussion that time and unexpectedly my cellphone rang because somebody was calling and i forgot to put it on a silent mode.oooh! Before that discussion, we had an agreement that our cellphone should be putted on a silent mode. So that time,the class was really quiet because our teacher was discussing the lesson then suddenly my cellphone rang so, it really disturbed her. I was really scared. She said "whose cellphone was that?" I raised my hand. All of my classmates looked at me and I really feel ashamed. Then she said, "give me your cellphone". Without hesitation i gave it to her. Then she said that she will return it after the class. After the class, she gave it to me. then i said "SORRY" to her.

I didn't expect that she appreciated what I've done. She said that my reaction is different to those students whose cellphone was confiscated. because according to her, " it's like i don't have reaction at all and because i said sorry to her" :D She said also that I'm a "quiet" person. HAHA :D well, really? hehe. I just can't believe that she had appreciated me. It really made me feel overwhelmed.

From that happening i realized that it is really best to do what is right because you may never know that in just a simple act someone would appreciate it. And doing right will really give you something good in return. I'm really thankful to God. :) another realization and another lesson learned this day :D That would be all for now. gotta study now ! bye ! :))


-k2i6e6.kaimen-

That POSSIBILITY.

whoo ! What a night ! I really had fun tonight. Grabe yung presentation ng INFORMAL CHEERING kanina as in the best. Nice masyado kasi para talagang battle as in. Sa school kasi namin kalaban namin ang mga nursing kasi yung school namin is a nursing school before and  yung mga nursing students feeler masyado. It's like they rule. Duh ?! Well, anyway whatever. Ayoko ng away. Let's not talk about it nalang. I just wanna tell you something. It's about possibility.

So, yesterday may nabasa akong post sa facebook it's from reader's digest daw. It said that "95% of people meet their soulmates at the age of 16. Maybe you can bump each other accidentally and you can feel a spark immediately from the first look." The very moment after i read this text " SIYA NA KAAGAD yung nasa isip ko " yung crush ko since the very first time i saw him on facebook. Kasi yun kasi yung na feel ko nung una ko palang siya nakita. Parang may spark :) okay, so moving on.

This morning humingi ako ng sign if siya ba yung soulmate ko kasi may mga weird things kasi sa aming dalawa, like yung boarding house niya is nasa kabilang kalye lang from my boarding house, tapos yung mga pagkakataon na nagkakasabay kami sa jeep papuntang school, tapos from davao del norte siya tapos ako davao del sur tapos we meet at the center which is davao city, yung mga ganun, etc. Well, i'm thinking that it's just a coincidence but naisip ko rin na maybe there's a POSSIBILITY that we're meant for each other. haha ! etchus.

Anyway, yung sign pala na hinihingi ko is if he wears the shirt that i am thinking. Hmmm. Sa morning di ko pa siya nakita until afternoon. Pero tonight i just saw him and i was just shocked because he wears the shirt that was on my mind. Pero parang wala na lang yun sa akin kasi nag enjoy ako sa panonood ng informal cheering competition. Ito kasi yan we have four teams, the Therapharm, Red dragons, Legions and Nursing and I was happy kasi nagkaisa ang therapharm,red dragons and legions against sa nursing. So grabeh talaga. I'm not that very happy with the result kasi champion ang nursing tapos yung team where i belong which is legions is first runner up lang pero okay lang. So yun, tapos na ang event. Guess what happen next !.

I never expected na magkakasabay kami pauwi. HAHA ! (kilig mode) well, yeah ! sabay kaming umuwi :D I was just very happy kasi matagal tagal na rin kaming hindi nagsasabay pauwi. So yun, feeling ko parang hinatid niya ako pauwi ,, ETCHUS. haha :D i'm hallucinating again.Okay STOP. Hmmm. Yung nafefeel ko right now is HAPPY NA SAD. Happy, because maybe he is the one. Sad, because i know that there is already a girl who won his heart. I guess that there's no chance na maging kami.

Well, there's a possibility that he's my soulmate but according to my classmate and i guess it's true na NOT ALL SOULMATES LIVE TOGETHER AT THE END. May nabasa din akong article na there are kinds of soulmates. KARMIC,COMPANION and TWIN SOUL. And i guess He is just my Karmic soulmate. Yung tinakda na makilala mo lang siya. Yun lang.

whew ! i guess this is already too long so i'm gonna stop. BYE :)

-k2i6e6.kaimen-

Due to STRESS.

Hello guys ! Oh my gosh . it's been a long time :) sorry if i haven't written anything on here, it is because i'm busy with school. By the way this week is our INTRAMURALS. I just hate it because after our intrams there's a lot of homework to be pass. And then we are so busy practicing for our final exam in our PE. I am really busy.

Anyway guys, do you know what's amenorrhea? Because i guess i have that kind of disease/disorder. It is the absence of menstrual flow. I'm kinda nervous because I haven't have my period this past few months. Well, i'm sure that i'm not pregnant because i never had an intercourse with the opposite sex. I'm scared of it. I guess i really have it. I researched about it's symptoms and it says that STRESS is also one of the factor that causes it. The problem is,I don't know and i'm not sure if i'm stressed or what. I don't know why i'm stressed etc. But there's one thing for sure (i guess) that causes me to be stressed. And it is because of my feelings. It is said that Hypothalamus controls the secretion of hormones etc. and also the heart. And i always think of Him and thinking of Him causes me to be sad or depressed. I want to stop it but i can't. It's uncontrollable. I need help. What should i do ? I hope everything will be okay.

Bakit ba ganun nalang kalaki ang epekto ng ating nararamdaman sa ating kalusugan? ugh ! I HATE IT. I hope everything will be okay. yun lang muna bye ! :)

-k2i6e6.kaimen-

I am SMART and God is GOOD ! :))

Sept. 02,2011..

HAHAHA :D well, i just wanna share to you my experience haha :D alam niyo ba na nakaktuwa yung experience ko this day.. ganito kasi yan..

My classmate borrowed my USB tapos nandun na yung susi ng kwarto ko and everything tinipon ko kasi sila as one para di mawala so yun. Nakalimutan kong kunin after ng class namin. Pagbaba ko talaga sa jeep dun ko lang na remember yung palakad na ako sa Boarding house na hindi ko pala nakuha sa classmate ko. Now,  I really don't know what to do. First na ginawa ko is tinext ko yung couz ko kasi dalawa man kami sa room na yan. So, tinext ko siya para mag uwi siya dito sa Boarding house kasi may susi man siya para ma open yung room. Tinawagan ko siya kaya lang hindi siya ma contact. Next nun yung classmate ko na naman. Gusto ko sana siyang papuntahin para ihatid yung susi kaya lang gabi na man yun tapos malayo pa sa kanila and i think nakauwi na siya. So yun, Hope ko nalang talaga yung couz ko. Tawag ako ng tawag kaya lang di parin niya sinasagot. I almost gave up. Naisip ko na mag absent nalang bukas kasi how can i go to school eh wala akong damit, di ako makakapagligo so plan ko nalang talaga na mag absent. I almost gave up talaga.
 I prayed to God and asked for help then mga ilang minutes pa nun. Pumunta ako sa harap ng door ng room ko tiningnan ko siya tapos sabi ko "paano ka man ma open uy" then nakita ko sa gilid na pwede pala siyang tanggalin. I have no choice kundi tanggalin yun. For the sake na makapasok lang. So, I asked for help kay ate ken yung landlady then she helped me. Then yun, Na open talaga siya. I'm so thankful to God for giving me knowledge on how to open it. I can really feel that He is with me.
 I thought that there's no way i can open the door but God is really Good.

Another evidence or proof that God is always there for us. I'm so happy talaga. I guess that would be all :D

 -k2i6e6.kaimen-

WHATTA EXPERIENCE AGAIN ! (MY STUPIDITY) :D

August 20, 2011. :)

hello ! oooh . i just wanna share to you my SPECTACULAR experience yersterday :))

Well, 'twas my friends' birthday (krenna) she invited me and my classmates (BMLS -I) to go to her birthday which will be celebrated at Jack's Ridge.

okay here's what happened.

Maaga kami na  dismiss 2:30 in the afternoon after ng chem class namin, then nakauwi ako sa boarding house mga 3:30 na ata yun kasi nag plan pa kami para sa aming doxology na e present namin this monday kung saan magpractice,what time,etc. After nun,nag usap2x kami about sa birthday ni krenna, she said to us na magkita daw sa Matina Town Square (MTS) by 4:30 dun na daw kami e pick up tapos punta na sa Jack's Ridge basta nag usap2x na kami. Nagtanong2x kung what ang sakyan papunta dun, etc. Tapos ako,phoebe and ya know ! (HIM) plan that sabay kami papuntang MTS kasi in case na mawala may kasama hehe same man kami hindi pa alam what sasakyan kasi nga hindi kami taga davao so we made an agreement na sa RCBC kaming tatlo magkita.Yun okay na. After nun umuwi na kami... Sabay kami umuwi ni phoebe. Umaambon that time so nagdadalawang isip kami ni phoebe if pupunta pa ba kami o hindi na, Sabi ko sa kanya that if she'll go, I go. then in my mind ( If he'll go, I go) Pagdating ko sa boarding house Umulan na talaga so, parang ayoko na talagang pumunta tapos plano ko nalang sana nun is punta nalang ako sa gmall. Nagtext2x kami ni phoebe sabi ko sa kanya oh ano punta pa ba kami o hindi na, both of us is nag.aalanganin talagang pumunta tapos sabi ko sa kanya text mo daw si (him) kung pupunta siya. Siya nalang talaga yung babasihan ko, First reply ni phoebe is "di niya man sinasagot tawag ko and hindi rin siya nagrereply" so the moment i read that message parang ayoko na talaga, later on nagtext si phoebe sabi niya punta na raw ako sa RCBC kasi nag text na si (him) na punta na dun. The moment i receive that message talagang nagmamadali talaga ako haha :D di na ako nakapagchange ng t-shirt tapos di ko pa talaga na arrange yung gamit na dadalhin ko. So yun, nagsakay na ako ng tricycle papuntang RCBC. Pagdating ko sa RCBC hindi ko sila nakita, tapos sabi ko parang mali man siguro to na RCBC uy. Hindi ko alam sa isang RCBC pala kami magkita. tinawagan na ako ni phoebe sabi niya san na daw ako, nasa rcbc na raw sila etc. So yun, Mali pala talagang RCBC napuntahan. EH kasi naman sabi nung tricycle driver na isa lang daw ang RCBC, tanga ko talaga. I was worried that time. Baka di ako makasama.

You know what i did ? NAGLAKAD TALAGA AKO papunta dun sa kanila. IN FAIRNESS malayo siya. LUMAKAS pa TALAGA ang ULAN nun buti nalang may payong ako, tapos malapit na talaga mag 4:30 that time. I was really worried baka mainip sila sa kakahintay sakin, tapos iwanan nila ako then baka pagdating namin sa MTS maiwanan na kami ng jeep etc. Ang dami talagang negative outcomes na pumasok sa utak ko that time. I almost gave up and said to phoebe na di nalang ako magsama , maya-maya nun tumawag si phoebe sabi niya hintayin daw nila ako, so yun talagang patuloy akong naglakad. Hanggang sa nakaabot na ako dun sa harap ng rcbc, una nun di ko nakita si phoebe and (him) sabi ko sa sarili ko "patay baka umalis na sila, iniwanan na nila ako, sayang yung effort ko" hinanap ko sila, yun pala natakpan lang pala sila nung poste or something unang nakita ko si phoebe tinawag ko siya then sumunod si (him) the moment i saw HIM smiling at me, parang nawala. pagod ko and i'm so happy because i've made it. So yun, sabay na kami, The time was 4:50 i guess basta malapit na mag 5 then malayo pa biya yung mts, sabi ko sa sarili ko "shucks baka maiwanan kami and it is all my fault" Worried na ako, pero okay lang kasi kung di kami makasama punta nalang kami ng nccc mall.

Ang malas pa talaga nun kasi yung jeep na nasakyan namin umikot pa, so mas matatagalan kami. Talagang worried ako baka maiwanan kami and kasalanan ko talaga.. Sabi ko kay phoebe text mo raw si edda or art (classmate namin) kung nakaalis na sila, sabi nila nandun na raw ang jeep. Talagang kinabahan ako baka maiwanan talaga kami. Pero God is good talaga kasi napuno man ang jeep so may 2nd round pa. So yun, nakaabot pa kami. 5+ na kami nakarating dun. hehe :)

Pagdating namin sa MTS naghintay pa kami ng ilang minutes sa jeep na bumalik marami-rami din kami nun. So yun, happy ako.
Nakabalik na ang jeep so yun sakay na kami, alam mo ba what good happened "TABI KAMI ni (him) ! gaaaaash. " haha :D totoo pala talaga yung sabi2x na kapag malasin ka, later seswertehin ka. haha. I really like his smell. parang ayoko ng huminto yung jeep. Timing pa talaga pinatugtog yung JEEPNEY LOVE STORY by yeng constantino. haha :D talagang ang swerte ko talaga ba. haha :D

later nun, nakaabot na kami ng jack's ridge. Then nag happy2x na :D

"There's always a rainbow after the rain"

I guess, that would be all :)

-k2i6e6.kaimen-

I can't hide this feeling anymore..

I wanna tell him that i like him. But, I can't do it. I want and need this feeling to fade. It keeps on hurting me.

I'm scared of what will be his reaction if i said to him that i like him since the very first time i saw him. I know that  there's no chance that he likes me too. I know that he likes someone else. Am i gonna keep this or tell him ? 

well, hanggang first sem lang naman kami classmate. Because mag reshuffle man daw. So, I'm not gonna tell him. PERO, kung classmate ko pa rin siya second sem. Oh nooo ! I don't know what to do. I hope this feeling will fade. I hate it because habang patagal ng patagal mas nagiging crush ko siya. Grrr ! STUPID.

What will i do ? Gusto ko talaga na mawala na 'tong feelings na to. I wan't na wala na lang akong crush para happy. Para di na ako nasasaktan. Everytime nalang na pag may crush ako, expected na yan na " i will just get hurt" wala talagang magandang naidudulot sakin kapag nagkakacrush ako sa isang guy. Because i know that guy don't feel the same.

Lagi nalang talaga akong nasasaktan ba. I HATE IT ! why ? may nag curse ba sakin na everytime na magkakacrush ako masasaktan ako ? (sigh) I always keep on cheering up myself na "okay lang yan, darating din yung taong para sayo in the right time" but i guess that never happens. arrrgh !

AYOKO NA TALAGANG MAGKACRUSH OR MA FALL INLOVE SA ISANG GUY ! AYOKO NA TALAGA. BUT I CAN'T CONTROL MY HEART :((

Bakit pa kasi di nakokontrol ang puso. Yan tuloy maraming nasasaktan. (sigh)

sige hanggang dun lang muna. BYE !

-k2i6e6.kaimen-

ANOTHER UNFORGETTABLE EXPERIENCE !

August 06,2011


 Oh my gosh ! I'm so stupid ! JUST BECAUSE I JUST WANTED TO DO SOMETHING I REALLY LIKE MAY KAPALIT NA DISASTER.

 well, ganito kasi yan. May audition sa modern dance for the intrams this day sa department namin (legions). then, Tomorrow is our tree planting sa NSTP namin.

Now,Required ang t-shirt namin sa nstp na dapat yun ang suotin. Pag walang t-shirt di makasali, pag hindi makasali, walang certificate and that certificate is one of our requirements para makagraduate. Now, nasa laundry shop yung t-shirt ko sa NSTP. Di ko nakuha kasi nga nag sali ako sa audition and malapit na mag 8pm natapos. Then, yung laundry shop close na by 7pm. di ko na rin makukuha tomorrow kasi sunday. It's close. Oh my gosh ! I'm so stupid. what will i do ?

 Dapat di nalang ako nagsali sa audition or ako nalang naglaba sa aking tshirt. (sigh) KASALANAN KO TALAGA BA ! But, IS THERE SOMETHING WRONG IN DOING WHAT I JUST WANTED TO DO ? I LOVE DANCING SO MUCH THAT I CAN'T GIVE IT UP.  Since i am still young dancing is a part of my life na talaga.I JUST DID WHAT I REALLY WANNA DO.

okay so yun, wala na akong t-shirt..I'm so hopeless na.

 But something really NICE and GREAT happened !

i have 2 plans in order to have the t-shirt... 1st plan is tinext ko friend ko, nagtanong ako if may t-shirt siya sa nstp para sa kanya nalang ako mag borrow but unfortunately wala. By that time, I WAS REALLY HOPELESS AND SAD !. well, now my second choice is that i have a boardmate who is my schoolmate. She's a sophomore already. Then, i plan to ask her to borrow her t-shirt but i'm shy to her, we are not yet that close. So,what i did is that i didn't ask it to her directly, I said it first to ate ken (the caretaker of our boarding house) then ate ken said it to her. Later on, ate ken approached me and said that e check muna daw ng ka boardmate ko if nadala niya because maybe she left it on their house sa province nila. By that time, I was really really HOPELESS AND VERY VERY SAD. !

what i did is that I PRAYED AND PRAYED AND PRAYED TO GOD.

later on, ate ken knocked the door. Then when i opened it may NSTP t-shirt na ! OH MY GOSH. I WAS LIKE :OD gaash ! I'm So Happy and thankful. I CAN REALLY FEEL IT THAT GOD IS ALWAYS THERE FOR ME. marami na talagang mga nangyaring ganito sa akin ba.

 yung FEELING NA you were so HOPELESS and SAD. and then you just PRAYED then later PROBLEM SOLVED. yung ganun ? Oh my gosh ! I'm so thankful.

mmm. regarding nga pala sa audition ko. It was fun and nerve wracking ! haha :D hindi ko talaga alam anong pinag gagagawa ko kanina. I just enjoyed it. Another experience na naman :D well, ang daming magagaling uy ! as in. I'm pretty sure hindi na ako accepted. but whatever the result is. It's okay with me. It was worth it. :D it makes me happy. :D DOING THINGS I LIKE AND WANT REALLY MAKES ME HAPPY ! :D pero gusto ko talaga matanggap. if di ako matanggap, It's okay. Maybe this is not the right time or not the right thing for me. Mag audition nalang ako sa acoustic . HAHA :D

that would be all :)
God saves the day !
Godbless yah !

-k2i6e6.kaimen-

Coincidence or Destiny ?

ooh em gee ! so sorry if i haven't written anything here for the past few days. It's just that I'm so busy with school. You know, College (sigh). By the way our prelim exams were over haha :D and I'm happy with the result of the exam. I passed it all. I didn't expected to get high scores in other subjects. Anyway, let's not just talk about it. It's not what i wanted to tell you. I'm gonna tell you about this weird thing happening to me and my crush.

Is it COINCIDENCE or DESTINY ?

 (gotta speak tagalog so i can express my feelings well) okay ? :))


so.. diba sabi ko sa inyo na nung una ko palang siyang nakita sa facebook, crush ko na agad siya. :D nakuwento ko na rin sa inyo yung about sa first time na nagsabay kami pauwi right ? .. okay sooo, what i am gonna tell you right now is that... nung last last monday or last monday.. (whatever) nakalimutan ko na what date basta monday yun siya.. nung papunta na ako sa school, sa kanto ako naghintay ng sasakyan kasi kapag dun ako sa harap lang ng boarding house namin, wala masyadong sasakyan papuntang school na dumadaan basta 7 am. so i decided na sa kanto mag wait para hindi ako malate. but, unfortunately malapit na talaga akong malate as in. I guess 'twas 10 minutes nalang before the time tapos hindi pa ako nakasakay. I was sooo worried that time. may nagdaan naman sana yun kaya lang di ko na para so yun, i was sooo worried tapos maya2x nun may jeep na.

Pagsakay ko ng jeep na shock ako because 'twas HIM ! as in. nawala yung kaba ko na baka malate ako. All i felt was happiness *laugh .. so yun.

It was not just one time.It happened two or three times and the day is always MONDAY.  whew ! So, i was thinking would it be JUST COINCIDENCE or were DESTINED for each other ? (sigh) haha :D

I guess that would be all for now. :DDD bye !

 -k2i6e6.kaimen-

What's Happening to me ?!

gaash ! I'm not okay today. Ang dami kong iniisip. Naaapektuhan na yung studies ko dahil sa mga iniisip ko.

First is about a guy. I hate him. I hate it because he is always in my mind. Nakakainis siya.
I don't understand myself... ano bang nangyayari saken ? huhu :( GOD PLEASE HELP.
By the way.. parang ang malas ko ngayon and kahapon... BAKIT KAYA ?.. i hope swerte na ako bukas.

grrrr. ! all i really feel right now is SADNESS. can someone please make me Happy ? .. huhu..
I wanna go to a quiet place and reflect but i can't because i'm sooo busy. I hope may mangyaring makakapagpasaya saken later... whew!

I hate this feeling I'm feeling right now. gaaaash.

I should be HAPPY.. SMILE :))))))

(sigh) i guess that would be all.

-k2i6e6.kaimen-

Just Friends .

well, hello guys ! i miss ya. mmmm. Now, I'm gonna tell you something about what i feel.

I feel Happy and Sad. Happy because nagsasabay pa rin kami umuuwi ng crush ko pero sad because i know that i'm not his type and we are just friends. "FRIENDS" (sigh) ganun naman talaga eh... everytime na may crush ako hanggang crush lang... Hanggang friends lang. but its okay. I should accept the fact that hindi pa dumadating yung guy na para sa akin... PATIENCE lang.. i know he will come in the right time. But i'm tired na.. Pagod na ako na palagi nalang ganito. Ang tagal naman. pero its okay ... I know that God is still finding the right guy for me. and I should be happy for that...

(sigh) WHERE IS HE ? WHERE IS HE ? WHERE IS HE ? duh ?! chooks lang yan. HE WILL ARRIVE. patience lang...

Anyway, Today i got a bad news. My teacher before in our CL subject died kanina lang 5pm. As in. I was really shocked..  I can't believe it. Maybe its her time. mabait din kasi yung teacher namin na yun. (sigh) UNEXPECTED talaga. well, sabi nga nila HIRAM lang sa Diyos ang ating buhay. So, prepare nalang talaga.

umm... I don't have nothing much to say. so, i guess yun lang. Ingat Kayo guys. Godbless :D

-k2i6e6.kaimen-

HOOOWHAAAT ?!

Hi guys ! well, i just wanna share to you my feelings right now.

This is about a guy :D mmmmm.

well, even before i met this guy in personal, I have a crush on him. (what ?!) haha :D i first saw him on FACEBOOK. We're classmates right now :D i'm a lucky girl right ? hahaha i won't tell you his name for privacy.  He's Cute and even cuter when He smiles. :D ayiiiiieee. haha He makes me SMILE all day.

And guess what ? sometimes we go home together because we have the same " jeep na sasakyan" ayiiiieeeee. LUCKY ME RIGHT ? hihihi. 

Our first time to go home together was on June 16,2011 grabeh experience ko this day !

here's the story.

-supposedly yung dismissal namin that time is 8:30 pm then wala mang teacher and then it was in the rule that once the teacher still didn't arrive in the classroom after 15 mins we can go home. so that time walang teacher. so we go home and it was around 7:30 pm that time and was raining. Sabay man kami ng mga classmates naglabas sa school,i saw him sa gilid and he don't have umbrella that time, so i offer him my umbrella and then nag share kami. ayiiiieeee. hehehe :D He said that he will be the one to hold nalang the umbrella then that's it nag share kami. ayiiiiieeee. kilig right ? haha :D hindi lang yan ! dun ko rin nalaman na same pala kami ng jeep na sinasakyan. yung iba ko kasing classmate nagsabay2x ng uwi kasi nga ulan that time then may nagtanong sa amin what sasakyan sinasakyan namin then i said and he said na Panacan via JP laurel nagsabay pa kami ng pagsabi nun. then yun na gulat ako na happy (inside)...then he said " really ?" and i said also really ? then yun sabi niya sabay nalang daw kami. ayiiiiiiiiiie ! mas naging happy ako. chooks lang ! haha :D tapos yun naghiwahiwalay na kami ng mga classmates namin kami nalang dalawa haha :D nag daan pa kami sa overpass then naghintay ng jeep it was still raining that time siya parin yung naghawak nung umbrella ayiee ! 

ahha :D as in super kilig ako that time . haha :D IMAGINE ? . sooo lucky ko talaga. toinks !. and you know what ? grabeh experience ko nun ba. hindi man talaga ako sanay magsakay ng panacan via jp laurel na jeep. yung sinasakyan ko man talaga is Obrero  that was the 2nd time na nagsakay ako ng panacan via jp laurel well, actually nakasakay naman ako niyan before but matagal na yun and hindi ko na naalala kung magdaan pa yun sa boarding house ko. Sa padre gomez kasi yung boarding house ko then sa kanya sa mabini then magdaan man dun pareho yung jeep so yun. But di talaga ako sanay magsakay ng jeep na yun but for the sake na makasabay ko lang siya so yun i'll take the consequence. hahahahaha :D 

nakasakay na kami then later nagbaba na siya tapos yun di ko na alam where ako magbaba. haha :D so sa unahan nalang ako nagbaba and naglakad haahha :D nagsakay na naman ako ng tricycle as in natakot ako that time kasi gabi na then ulan pa buti nalang di na masyadong malakas ang ulan that time nung nagbaba ako. then i realize the next day dapat di nalang ako nagbaba at nagsakay ng tricycle kasi nasa unahan naman pala diay yung boarding house ko ! nag ikot lang ako toinks. HAHAHA :D SO LAME ! as in ang TANGA KO. haha but it was worth it kasi nagkasabay kami. ayiiiie. ! hahaha :D di ko talaga malimutan ang experience nato !

The next day nagsabay na naman kami and then ngayon sabay na naman kami. ! hahaha :D sana always na. ahahhaha :D yun lang. I hope maging close kami to each other,close friends lang :D pang inspire. haha :D LUCKY me. this is really one of the EPIC and the STUPIDIEST experience in my life i'll never ever forget !. haha :D

that would be all :D

-k2i6e6.kaimen- :)

FIRST WEEK OF MY COLLEGE LIFE :)

whoo ! hello guys ! I miss you. I miss writing something here. I'm sorry if i wasn't able to write something here for the past few days it's because i'm busy with my college life. well, as what they've said COLLEGE is different from HIGH SCHOOL. Now i know why.

it's because In COLLEGE, you should be responsible and you should advance study for the lesson. In HIGH SCHOOL, it's okay if you will not study for the next lesson or for the coming lesson because we'll just depend on the teachers. then when it comes to FRIENDS. for me, you cannot really express yourself. you cannot just show them who you really are because you don't know your classmates yet, you don't know them well. You don't know yet their personality, likes and dislikes. Well, i have friends but different from my high school friends. It's because i am much closer with my high school friends than in college friends. Then you will meet different people with different personalities. MAHIRAP MAKIPAG Feeling Close . you know ! well, honestly i'm not a shy type person. I love to make friends. I'm TALKATIVE. But i don't know why this past few days in my college life i became a Quiet person. whoo ! haha NAG TRANSFORM :D FROM TALKATIVE TO MOODY AND QUIET PERSON. haha :D well, i guess its because i'm just adjusting with the new people and environment. Maybe later on I CAN SHOW THEM WHO I REALLY AM. I hope so. I hope they will accept me for BEING ME. I hope that all of my classmates now and i will be closer to each other.

I'm praying and hoping that all of us can passed whatever the circumstances or problems that we'll encounter. Good luck and Godbless to me for the coming days to come. :) that would be all ^_^

-k2i6e6.kaimen :)

Summer's OVER, Back to SCHOOL. New Journey :)

well, yeah ! Goodbye Summer.THIS SUMMER IS THE BEST  (April-May 2011 ) we went to many places :) We went to MANILA,LEYTE,BOHOL,CEBU,TACLOBAN,ORMOC and many more. I had so much fun with my family and relatives :) a lot of First time experiences. gaash ! :D i'm so happy. but that happiness is over because SUMMER's OVER.

BACK TO SCHOOL :( well, I'm not sooo excited for 1st day of class this coming June 13,2011. Instead, i'm NERVOUS but HAPPY because this reminds me that i PASSED a level or a CHAPTER in my life and now i'll be facing the NEXT LEVEL. I'll be facing the NEXT CHAPTER of my LIFE :D . whoo ! I don't know what will happen to me this JUNE 13,2011. New Faces,New teachers,New PEOPLE ! whoo.! I hope they will be kind and nice to me :) May God guide me :)

Now, I'm preparing my clothes and things because this coming June 10,2011 i'll be leaving the place i LOVE, the place where i GROW UP and learned a LOT OF THINGS. I'll be leaving DIGOS CITY, Philippines. (sigh) bye bye.

Hello DAVAO CITY, Philippines ! Hello COLLEGE LIFE !

that would be all :)

-k2i6e6.kaimen-

Goodbye and Hello :)

GRADUATION DAY !

Goodbye highschool life, Hello College life !
I have so many wonderful memories during my highschool years & I will never ever forget those memories. *cry..
I will miss all those people who became a part of my highschool life as in ALL OF THEM !

Shucks ! TIME can you please slow down ? .. you're running too fast. :(

well, as what they've said LIFE GOES ON SO MOVE ON.. (yeah right ! )

I'm happy that i have made it ! I've reached the finish line of my highschool life :) After all those sufferings i've made during my highschool years,but not just sufferings (harsh!) hehe also those happy moments. ;)
I learned so many lessons and I learned a lot because of experiences. I guess it helped me to become what i am now.

and also I'm thankful to those person who are very special to me. They also helped me to become what i am now. They have helped me reached the finish line of my highschool life :)

First and Foremost,I'm thankful to God because of HIM, I passed all the trials and difficulties that i've encountered during my highschool years and of course ! because He is always there :D and until now I BELIEVE HE IS STILL WITH ME FOREVER AND ALWAYS. I hope He will guide me to the right path. I'm thankful to my Family, because they are my inspiration, They are the reason why I really did my best in school because i want them to be happy. I love them so much :) I'm thankful also to my Friends because they are there when i have a problem and i can't tell it to my parents, They helped me also to become stronger. I'm thankful also to my teachers, I learned a lot to them. Not just lessons but also the reality of life. I'm thankful to my classmates because they accepted me and treat me as their sister :) I'm thankful to all those people I've met in my highschool years. I'm thankful to all of you. ^_^

I hope my college life will be fine because as what i've heard to those college students is that being a college student is not easy. You will really need to focus on your studies if you want to be successful. whew ! i dont know if I will be successful but with the help of God and Love ones,I HOPE SO. I wish that everything will be okay and i hope I will be on the RIGHT PATH. so Guide me God.

Well, regarding of what course i will take and what school. Right now, I'm planning to take Bachelor of Science in Medical Technology and I'm planning to learn it at San Pedro College of Davao. But, I'm not yet sure. I'm still planning of the best ! I really want to be successful. :) I have nothing much to say, so i guess that would be all.

If you have suggestions of what course i will take and what school please comment me :) THANKS.


-k2i6e6.kaimen-

Why do all GOOD THINGS come to an END ?

Hi,how are you ?

(sigh) ...

My highschool years will end. And I have mixed emotions right now. Sad,Happy,Excited,Worried,Confuse,Curious,Nervous, and etc. I don't know what will happen to me and to my classmates,batchmates and schoolmates. I don't know if we will see each other again. :(

I will miss those persons who became a part of my life. Even those persons who are not close to me. I will miss them. :( I will miss my friends namely: Clarisse Arnaez, Sheila Mae Etang, Karen Vargas, Careen de Dios, Maryglour Lariego and Karen Lim :( I will miss my classmates (PEAZERS) , I will miss our teachers, I will miss my schoolmates, my suitors, my crush , and special someone. I will miss also those Bad things and Good things that happened throughout my highschool years.

(sigh) Time passed by sooo fast. Right now, I'm reminiscing the Past, those memorable things that happened in my life these past few years and days. And i can't help to be sad. If only i could just turn back the time and slow it down. I can't believe it " PARANG KAILAN LANG " whew !

Why do all good things come to an end ?.. well,  Life goes on.. So we must or should I say I MUST MOVE ON and keep all those wonderful memories in my mind and heart 'till the end of my Life.

-k2i6e6.kaimen- :)

Something Strange is Happening..

hi ! umm, just wanna share you something. You know what? There are many things happen to my life that is unexpected these days, i mean there are many things that happened to my life now that i never expected it would happen.

Last February 10, 2011 I've heard a SHOCKING NEWS ! i never expected it that it would happen in our school.

I have a schoolmate who died last February 09, 2011 because he was stabbed on the heart, I really don't know what's the real story behind it but yeah . ! it was because he was stabbed on the heart. I was really shocked at that time. We're having our RVM test that time when i heard the news. and woah ! i was really shocked because that schoolmate of mine is my friend on FACEBOOK. Umm, I really have a pity on him. HE'S TOO YOUNG TO die* but i guess if it is really his time then there's nothing I can do about it. May his family find peace and justice.

I was really bothered about what happened and several questions come into my mind like " WHERE DO OUR SOUL GOES WHEN WE DIE?" and if a person is dead "WHAT IS HIS/HER FEELING?" I want these questions to be answered so i researched on it. And as i was searching for answers i have read an article. It is about NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE. (I know some of my questions will be answered by this so i read it)

It is about Mellen-Thomas benedict's near death experience.

Mellen-Thomas Benedict is an artist who survived a near-death experience in 1982. He was dead for over an hour and a half after dying of cancer. At the time of his death, he rose up out of his body and went into the light.

I found an answer to some of my questions ! It strengthen my belief that there is really God ! :D wew ! and as i was reading that article i realized many things. :) and there is a phrase that struck me most. :D


"We are going to link up, hold hands, and walk out of hell together."


and this sentence also struck me ! :D --

" If you are looking for that ultimate soul mate outside of yourself, you may never find it; it is not there. Just as God is not "there." God is here. Don't look "out there" for God. Look here for God. Look through your Self. Start having the greatest love affair you ever had ... with your Self. You will love everything out of that."


Love is the key to unity ! :) we should love one another ! and if we love one another THERE WILL BE UNITY and if there is unity, STEALING,KILLING etc. will never happen :) so thats it ! I REALIZED A LOT OF THINGS BY READING THE ARTICLE. IT INSPIRED ME. TRY READING IT TOO :)

here's the link : http://www.near-death.com/experiences/reincarnation04.html

umm, by the way, I know that you also have many questions right now and just a piece of advice :) PRAY TO HIM, TALK TO HIM and there will be answers to your questions ^_^ you know who i am referring to and its GOD. No one else ^^

I have nothing much to say so i guess that would be all :)

GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME ^_^

-k2i6e6.kaimen-

Hello !

Happy Valentine's Day !


Gosh ! its been a long time ! i haven't write anything here on my blog for how many days.I'm so sorry.Forgive me. Its just that I'm too busy with my Thesis,Assignments,Projects,etc.. Well, i just wanna share you what happened this day.

Well, this day's FINE :) nothing particularly spectacular,really. I enjoyed this day dating with my friends and family and oops ! by the way someone gave me a gift. From a friend of mine HAHA :D it's sooo cute :) i love this day :) anyways, i have a question, For you what's the real meaning of valentine's day ?

 mmmmm...

They said that Valentine's day is for "LOVERS" but i guess they're wrong ! :P for me, valentine's day is for everyone i mean even though if you don't have a partner you can still celebrate Valentine's day. For me, the real meaning of Valentine's day is to tell your loved ones that you love them and celebrating it with them. Just like your family,friends and loved ones :) so when your single don't be sad, you have your Family. Why don't ya celebrate it with them? its way better ^_^ and also with your friends. but if you don't have them or they are away from you, THINK OF GOD ! HE IS ALWAYS THERE ^_^ yeah ! ^^

THANK YOU GOD FOR THIS FANTABULOUS DAY :)

i don't have nothing else to say so, i guess that would be all !

again HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY ! LOVE YA ALL ! GODBLESS :)


hugs and kisses..

-k2i6e6.kaimen-

Introduction of my thesis :) about SINGLE PARENTHOOD :D

"The Effects of Single Parenthood and Its Benefit or Harm to the children"

-INTRODUCTION-

  Family is the best thing that you could ever wish for. They are there for you on the ups and downs of your life and will love you no matter what happens. They are always there. It is difficult for a person specifically teenagers to live without a family especially without his or her parents. Our father and mother cannot be replaced by anyone.

Family has a great influence in our life. Even though family is considered the smallest unit in a community, but they are the one who molds us to be a better person. Our personality reflects on what is the status of our family and on what has been the teaching of our parents to us. They are also the one who is making us feel that we are loved.

  But as time passed by, There are many changes occuring in families. There are many broken families nowadays that causes the increasing of numbers of family consisting only of a single parent.
 
  Single parents is faced with many trials. Along are the problems on financial,emotional, and social aspects. But even though it is hard to be a single parent. It also has a good result when it comes to the relationship between the parent and child. The problems,effects to the children, and any other issues will be discussed here.


 -k2i6e6.kaimen-

= hi ! thanks for reading this. If this helps you, please help me too. I need a job right now (a part time job) if you know some sites where i could work please tell me. I really want to earn money. PM me at (khaimenc8.gurl0112@gmail.com) Thanks a lot ! God Bless you ;)

I want to be Free. !

I really want to be free.. i want to do what i wanna do. I want that there's no limitations. I want to be free in making my decisions without the approval of my parents. I really want to be free soooo badly . ugh !...

when will i be free? COLLEGE ? ugh ! yeah i know i will be free in college but duh?!! there is still limitations..i can't enjoy going to one place to another with my friends because i SHOULD FOCUS in my studies.. ITS MORE ON STUDY.STUDY.STUDY. thats what i expect. (sigh)

If i will be free now. its too late because highschool years is about to end. :((

Gosh ! I hope i'll enjoy my college life or years. ALL I REALLY WANT IS TO ENJOY AND LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST. I WANT TO BE FREE !!! ..

-k2i6e6.kaimen-

Expect the Unexpected.

wew ! i'm sooooo Happy right now !.. haha :D

hindi ko talaga ineexpect !..mmmm..

alam mo kung bakit?

NASALI AKO SA TOP 10 HONOR STUDENTS.. for the second time .. wew ! i'm soooo happy :)

THANK YOU LORD.. Hindi ko talaga ineexpect.. akala ko hindi ako makasali eh.. pero.. THANKS BE TO GOD :) I hope ngayong 4th grading din makasali parin ako bahala na kung ako yung last. okay lang :D

1st Grading- TOP 6

2nd Grading-TOP 11

3rd Grading-TOP 10


ewan ko lang ngayong 4th grading.. (sigh) i hope masali parin ako.. :D For my family :) i would be very happy ! :) hehe.

EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED :) TRUST GOD ALWAYS ! :) WITH HIM NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE ^_^

-k2i6e6.kaimen-

PLEASE DON'T JUDGE ME.. YOU DON'T KNOW ME !! :((

Why do people easily judge a person even though they don't know that person so well ?

I really don't know why they're like that. Many people judge me.

they say i'm flirt,plastic,feeler,etc.

shucks ! i really don't know why they're saying that.

I'm just being ME.

They don't know me. THEY DON'T KNOW WHO I REALLY AM .

It really hurts me .. really really really hurts me.. :((

I hope they will stop judging me..

ugh !! I don't know what to do..

maybe i should ignore them.

and continue being me :))

IF THEY'LL JUDGE ME ! OKAAAY ! 


WHATEVER !!!!!! 

haha. :DD

according to MATTHEW 7:1-5


"Judge not, that you be not judged. For with what judgment you judge, you will be judged; and with the measure you use, it will be measured back to you. And why do you look at the speck in your brother's eye, but do not consider the plank in your own eye? Or how can you say to your brother, 'Let me remove the speck from your eye'; and look, a plank is in your own eye? Hypocrite! First remove the plank from your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye." 

-k2i6e6.kaimen-

MEMORABLE DAY OF MY LIFE :)

JANUARY 12, 2011


I really can't explain my feelings right now... sooooo happy ! nervous.... thankful..... mix emotions !!! wew..

First of all i would like to thank God for this another year that He has given me..
i'm now sixteen years existing here on the world ! wow !..

One of the unforgettable,spectacular,day of my life !!!
i really had a great and wonderful day today !!! oooh.. wow !

I'M SOOOOOO HAPPY :))


THANK YOU EVERYONE !.. MY PARENTS,MY SISTERS,MY FRIENDS,CLASSMATES,RELATIVES,EVERYONE! WEW ! THANK YOU SOOO MUCH FOR MAKING ME SOOOO HAPPY ^^


ang dami talagang nangyaring maganda ngayong araw na to.. sana tuloy tuloy na hehe.

Now that i am sixteen years old, i will be a BETTER PERSON..  chaar ! heehe ^^

shucks ! i just can't believe it.. I'M 16 YEARS OLD ! WOOOOW !! heehe..

I really don't have nothing much to say soooo... THAT WOULD BE ALL * smiles *

-k2i6e6.kaimen-

Dreamland :)

hey guys ! just wanna share you this song entitled dreamland.. haha :D mmmm..,
 this song was composed by .. ME :) ahaha :D yeah. my composition :DD

---LYRICS.

I.

I know a place where all our dreams can come true.
It's a place where you can do whatever you wanna
do. Oh, its better than the real world...

Chorus:

Dreamland, what a beautiful place !
Dreamland,you can do all you wanna do.
Dreamland is the best place
to go whenever you want your dreams
to come true.....

II.

We are all dreamers,we have wishes and hopes,
we do everything to make all of this come true.
So, I'll take you there...Fasten your seatbelt coz'
i'm gonna take you there....
              (chorus)

Oh, In dreamland your dreams can come true.....

:)

That's all haha :D mmm... :)

TAYLOR SWIFT ROCKS ! :))

I LOVE TAYLOR SWIFT !!

i like all her songs..
and this one is awesome !
just wanna share you the lyrics :)

The way you move is like a full on rainstorm
And I'm a house of cards
You're the kinda reckless that should send me running
But i kinda know I won't get far

And you stood there in front of me just
Close enough to touch
Close enough to hope you couldn't see
What I was thinking of

Drop everything now
Meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk
Take away the pain

'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile
Get me with those green eyes, baby
As the lights go down
Something that'll haunt me when you're not around

'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile

My mind forgets to remind me
You're a bad idea
You touch me once and it's really something
You find I'm even better than you
Imagined I would be

I'm on my guard for the rest of the world
But with you I know it's no good
And i could wait patiently but I really wish you would

Drop everything now
Meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk
Take away the pain

'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile
Get me with those green eyes, baby
As the lights go down
Something that'll haunt me when you're not around
'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile

I run my fingers through your hair
And watch the lights go out
Just keep on keeping your eyes on me

It's just strong enough to make you feel right
Lead me up the staircase
Won't you whisper soft and slow
I'm captivated by you baby
Like a firework show

Drop everything now
Meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk
Take away the pain

'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile
Get me with those green eyes, baby
As the lights go down
Something that'll haunt me when you're not around

'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile
Sparks fly, baby smile, sparks fly..


:) -k2i6e6.kaimen- (:

Hands to Heaven :)

i like this song :)




As I watch you move, across the moonlit room
There's so much tenderness in your loving
Tomorrow I must leave, the dawn knows no reprieve
God give me strength when I am leaving...

So raise your hands to heaven and pray
That we'll be back together someday

Tonight, I need your sweet caress
Hold me in the darkness
Tonight, you calm my restlessness
You relieve my sadness

As we move to embrace, tears run down your face
I whisper words of love, so softly
I can't believe this pain, it's driving me insane
Without your touch, life will be lonely

So raise your hands to heaven and pray
That we'll be back together someday

Tonight, I need your sweet caress
Hold me in the darkness
Tonight, you calm my restlessness
You relieve my sadness

Morning has come, another day
I must pack my bags and say goodbye... 

To all the guys i LOVED before <.. :))

- :)

NICE KNOWING YOU !!!



i know you havent forgotten about me... neither have i


how long has it been? feels like forever yet like yesterday


who can i ask for answers? i have so many

im moving on.... in my mind


im not so intune with my heart after you


i miss you everyday..... do you remember all our old days?


we were so deep...deeper than the ocean


where would we be now if i didnt walk away?


can you sleep now? who sleeps on my side of the bed?


im happy now... but would you made me happier.....


i think this is destiny... why does it feel like there's something missing..


i wish there was a rule book....


i sleep now...i dont see you in my dreams anymore....i hope your happy...


i still look the same...do you? is your stare still empty


i hope i made the right choice....



i died in your arms and relived in another




well meet again...






GOODBYE .. :))

BUsy BUSy BUSY !

wew ! kakapagod naman ..


assignments..


projects...


report....


THESIS.... 

woooh. Grabeh !

super busy ako ngayon... well, graduating na kasi .. (sigh) i know i can do this :))

hahahaha :D

I LOVE being busy kasi kahit papano .. nakakalimutan ko problems ko :)

KAYA KO TO'  magagawa ko rin lahat ng yan ! :D

KAKAYANIN KO FOR MY FAMILY AND LOVED ONES !!

but of course hindi ko parin magagawa lahat ng yan kung wala si God :D

Ganito pala pag graduating kana.. super busy !!

anyway,talking about GRADUATION..

Gosh ! malapit na rin pala akong mag BABYE sa mga Friends ko..classmates..schoolmates..teachers and etc.

I'll miss my Highschool Life :((

ugh !! sana first year nalang ako ulit !! :D haha .. joke lang !

syempre noh ! LIFE GOES ON !! sooooo... I SHOULD MOVE ON !! :D

Hindi naman ata pwede yung always nalang ako Highschool student.

dapat I SHOULD GO ON WITH MY LIFE..

kasi nga as what they've said.

we are pilgrims here on earth ! we're journeying :))


soo.. I should accept the reality nalang ! and go on :DD wooooh..

that's all :D

-k2i6e6.kaimen.

Learn to Accept.

bakit ba ganito nalang palagi ? bakit ba lagi nalang akong nasasaktan . since elementary pa ako nito eh.

Noon hanggang Ngayon ! parehas lang ! :((

pagdating sa Lovelife ..

LOVE IS UNFAIR :((

yung taong mahal ko, hindi naman ako mahal.
Lagi nalang may mahal ng iba.
Yung crush ko hindi ako type.

ITO NA BA TALAGA KAPALARAN KO?

perooo okay lang !

DARATING DIN YUNG PRINCE CHARMING KO.
I'll just have to be very PATIENT && I'll just have to WAIT.

Alam ko kaya ko to pinagdadaanan kasi may plano si God saken.
Malay natin may pinaplano siyang maganda para sa lovelife ko.

hehe :) chooks lang !

well yeah ! chin up ! Kaimen kaya mo yan..


be patient !

haha :D emo na ako.. ano ba to ! hahaixt...

sige yun lang ! :D kaya ko to. woooooh. :))

NEW YEARS RESOLUTION?

BE HAPPY ! NO BOYS ALLOWED :))


JUST ENJOY !!


GO WITH THE FLOW... :D


Accept Accept Accept :D


-k2i6e6.kaimen-

Wala ng silbi :(( *cry!

aww... Wala ng silbi ! hindi na ako mag oopen ng facebook. Mag oopen lang ako kung wala na tong feeling nato.

Him >>

hi ! its been a long time ! i miss you ! haha :D well i just wanna share something.. there was this guy whom i really like. I've known him on facebook.

Nung una ko pala siyang nakita na attract na agad ako sa kagwapohan niya. umm.. i don't know why.. i mean he's not that really really handsome pero ang lakas ng tama niya saken ! whooo.

I added him. then kinonfirm naman niya. then i messaged him.. then we chat.. i just like this guy kasi palagi kaming nagchahat . if he's online and i'm online nagchachat kami tapos message2x. kaya lang THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG..

Para kasing he's a chickboy,playboy or somethin' .. i'm  not sure pero nasesense ko.
Hindi namin kasi ako tanga noh..

Hindi ko talaga alam.. kahit may feeling na ako na ganun. i just can't help to chat with him. kahit na alam ko binobola niya lang ako.. I don't know what's up with him that making me always wanting him to answer my message..and wanting him to chat with me..

Am i Crazy ? . ugh ! i really want to ignore him. but everytime he's online, parang natetempt akong ichat siya..
I hate this feeling.

I want this feeling to fade. pero kasi, Everytime we chat... ang saya ko ! :D gusto ko nga palagi kaming magchachat. i don't know why.. THIS CAN'T BE LOVE... nooooooo !

I don't want to be hurt again and again and again. Everytime kasi na naiinlove ako.. NASASAKTAN LANG AKO.. AYOKO NA ! NAKAKAPAGOD !

Pwede bang this 2011, maging happy na ako ? na.. Hindi na ako makakaranas ng Heartaches.

PLEASE STOP. LOVE GET AWAY !!. ugh !!

That's all ..

-k2i6e6.kaimen-