That POSSIBILITY.

whoo ! What a night ! I really had fun tonight. Grabe yung presentation ng INFORMAL CHEERING kanina as in the best. Nice masyado kasi para talagang battle as in. Sa school kasi namin kalaban namin ang mga nursing kasi yung school namin is a nursing school before and  yung mga nursing students feeler masyado. It's like they rule. Duh ?! Well, anyway whatever. Ayoko ng away. Let's not talk about it nalang. I just wanna tell you something. It's about possibility.

So, yesterday may nabasa akong post sa facebook it's from reader's digest daw. It said that "95% of people meet their soulmates at the age of 16. Maybe you can bump each other accidentally and you can feel a spark immediately from the first look." The very moment after i read this text " SIYA NA KAAGAD yung nasa isip ko " yung crush ko since the very first time i saw him on facebook. Kasi yun kasi yung na feel ko nung una ko palang siya nakita. Parang may spark :) okay, so moving on.

This morning humingi ako ng sign if siya ba yung soulmate ko kasi may mga weird things kasi sa aming dalawa, like yung boarding house niya is nasa kabilang kalye lang from my boarding house, tapos yung mga pagkakataon na nagkakasabay kami sa jeep papuntang school, tapos from davao del norte siya tapos ako davao del sur tapos we meet at the center which is davao city, yung mga ganun, etc. Well, i'm thinking that it's just a coincidence but naisip ko rin na maybe there's a POSSIBILITY that we're meant for each other. haha ! etchus.

Anyway, yung sign pala na hinihingi ko is if he wears the shirt that i am thinking. Hmmm. Sa morning di ko pa siya nakita until afternoon. Pero tonight i just saw him and i was just shocked because he wears the shirt that was on my mind. Pero parang wala na lang yun sa akin kasi nag enjoy ako sa panonood ng informal cheering competition. Ito kasi yan we have four teams, the Therapharm, Red dragons, Legions and Nursing and I was happy kasi nagkaisa ang therapharm,red dragons and legions against sa nursing. So grabeh talaga. I'm not that very happy with the result kasi champion ang nursing tapos yung team where i belong which is legions is first runner up lang pero okay lang. So yun, tapos na ang event. Guess what happen next !.

I never expected na magkakasabay kami pauwi. HAHA ! (kilig mode) well, yeah ! sabay kaming umuwi :D I was just very happy kasi matagal tagal na rin kaming hindi nagsasabay pauwi. So yun, feeling ko parang hinatid niya ako pauwi ,, ETCHUS. haha :D i'm hallucinating again.Okay STOP. Hmmm. Yung nafefeel ko right now is HAPPY NA SAD. Happy, because maybe he is the one. Sad, because i know that there is already a girl who won his heart. I guess that there's no chance na maging kami.

Well, there's a possibility that he's my soulmate but according to my classmate and i guess it's true na NOT ALL SOULMATES LIVE TOGETHER AT THE END. May nabasa din akong article na there are kinds of soulmates. KARMIC,COMPANION and TWIN SOUL. And i guess He is just my Karmic soulmate. Yung tinakda na makilala mo lang siya. Yun lang.

whew ! i guess this is already too long so i'm gonna stop. BYE :)

-k2i6e6.kaimen-

Due to STRESS.

Hello guys ! Oh my gosh . it's been a long time :) sorry if i haven't written anything on here, it is because i'm busy with school. By the way this week is our INTRAMURALS. I just hate it because after our intrams there's a lot of homework to be pass. And then we are so busy practicing for our final exam in our PE. I am really busy.

Anyway guys, do you know what's amenorrhea? Because i guess i have that kind of disease/disorder. It is the absence of menstrual flow. I'm kinda nervous because I haven't have my period this past few months. Well, i'm sure that i'm not pregnant because i never had an intercourse with the opposite sex. I'm scared of it. I guess i really have it. I researched about it's symptoms and it says that STRESS is also one of the factor that causes it. The problem is,I don't know and i'm not sure if i'm stressed or what. I don't know why i'm stressed etc. But there's one thing for sure (i guess) that causes me to be stressed. And it is because of my feelings. It is said that Hypothalamus controls the secretion of hormones etc. and also the heart. And i always think of Him and thinking of Him causes me to be sad or depressed. I want to stop it but i can't. It's uncontrollable. I need help. What should i do ? I hope everything will be okay.

Bakit ba ganun nalang kalaki ang epekto ng ating nararamdaman sa ating kalusugan? ugh ! I HATE IT. I hope everything will be okay. yun lang muna bye ! :)

-k2i6e6.kaimen-

I am SMART and God is GOOD ! :))

Sept. 02,2011..

HAHAHA :D well, i just wanna share to you my experience haha :D alam niyo ba na nakaktuwa yung experience ko this day.. ganito kasi yan..

My classmate borrowed my USB tapos nandun na yung susi ng kwarto ko and everything tinipon ko kasi sila as one para di mawala so yun. Nakalimutan kong kunin after ng class namin. Pagbaba ko talaga sa jeep dun ko lang na remember yung palakad na ako sa Boarding house na hindi ko pala nakuha sa classmate ko. Now,  I really don't know what to do. First na ginawa ko is tinext ko yung couz ko kasi dalawa man kami sa room na yan. So, tinext ko siya para mag uwi siya dito sa Boarding house kasi may susi man siya para ma open yung room. Tinawagan ko siya kaya lang hindi siya ma contact. Next nun yung classmate ko na naman. Gusto ko sana siyang papuntahin para ihatid yung susi kaya lang gabi na man yun tapos malayo pa sa kanila and i think nakauwi na siya. So yun, Hope ko nalang talaga yung couz ko. Tawag ako ng tawag kaya lang di parin niya sinasagot. I almost gave up. Naisip ko na mag absent nalang bukas kasi how can i go to school eh wala akong damit, di ako makakapagligo so plan ko nalang talaga na mag absent. I almost gave up talaga.
 I prayed to God and asked for help then mga ilang minutes pa nun. Pumunta ako sa harap ng door ng room ko tiningnan ko siya tapos sabi ko "paano ka man ma open uy" then nakita ko sa gilid na pwede pala siyang tanggalin. I have no choice kundi tanggalin yun. For the sake na makapasok lang. So, I asked for help kay ate ken yung landlady then she helped me. Then yun, Na open talaga siya. I'm so thankful to God for giving me knowledge on how to open it. I can really feel that He is with me.
 I thought that there's no way i can open the door but God is really Good.

Another evidence or proof that God is always there for us. I'm so happy talaga. I guess that would be all :D

 -k2i6e6.kaimen-

WHATTA EXPERIENCE AGAIN ! (MY STUPIDITY) :D

August 20, 2011. :)

hello ! oooh . i just wanna share to you my SPECTACULAR experience yersterday :))

Well, 'twas my friends' birthday (krenna) she invited me and my classmates (BMLS -I) to go to her birthday which will be celebrated at Jack's Ridge.

okay here's what happened.

Maaga kami na  dismiss 2:30 in the afternoon after ng chem class namin, then nakauwi ako sa boarding house mga 3:30 na ata yun kasi nag plan pa kami para sa aming doxology na e present namin this monday kung saan magpractice,what time,etc. After nun,nag usap2x kami about sa birthday ni krenna, she said to us na magkita daw sa Matina Town Square (MTS) by 4:30 dun na daw kami e pick up tapos punta na sa Jack's Ridge basta nag usap2x na kami. Nagtanong2x kung what ang sakyan papunta dun, etc. Tapos ako,phoebe and ya know ! (HIM) plan that sabay kami papuntang MTS kasi in case na mawala may kasama hehe same man kami hindi pa alam what sasakyan kasi nga hindi kami taga davao so we made an agreement na sa RCBC kaming tatlo magkita.Yun okay na. After nun umuwi na kami... Sabay kami umuwi ni phoebe. Umaambon that time so nagdadalawang isip kami ni phoebe if pupunta pa ba kami o hindi na, Sabi ko sa kanya that if she'll go, I go. then in my mind ( If he'll go, I go) Pagdating ko sa boarding house Umulan na talaga so, parang ayoko na talagang pumunta tapos plano ko nalang sana nun is punta nalang ako sa gmall. Nagtext2x kami ni phoebe sabi ko sa kanya oh ano punta pa ba kami o hindi na, both of us is nag.aalanganin talagang pumunta tapos sabi ko sa kanya text mo daw si (him) kung pupunta siya. Siya nalang talaga yung babasihan ko, First reply ni phoebe is "di niya man sinasagot tawag ko and hindi rin siya nagrereply" so the moment i read that message parang ayoko na talaga, later on nagtext si phoebe sabi niya punta na raw ako sa RCBC kasi nag text na si (him) na punta na dun. The moment i receive that message talagang nagmamadali talaga ako haha :D di na ako nakapagchange ng t-shirt tapos di ko pa talaga na arrange yung gamit na dadalhin ko. So yun, nagsakay na ako ng tricycle papuntang RCBC. Pagdating ko sa RCBC hindi ko sila nakita, tapos sabi ko parang mali man siguro to na RCBC uy. Hindi ko alam sa isang RCBC pala kami magkita. tinawagan na ako ni phoebe sabi niya san na daw ako, nasa rcbc na raw sila etc. So yun, Mali pala talagang RCBC napuntahan. EH kasi naman sabi nung tricycle driver na isa lang daw ang RCBC, tanga ko talaga. I was worried that time. Baka di ako makasama.

You know what i did ? NAGLAKAD TALAGA AKO papunta dun sa kanila. IN FAIRNESS malayo siya. LUMAKAS pa TALAGA ang ULAN nun buti nalang may payong ako, tapos malapit na talaga mag 4:30 that time. I was really worried baka mainip sila sa kakahintay sakin, tapos iwanan nila ako then baka pagdating namin sa MTS maiwanan na kami ng jeep etc. Ang dami talagang negative outcomes na pumasok sa utak ko that time. I almost gave up and said to phoebe na di nalang ako magsama , maya-maya nun tumawag si phoebe sabi niya hintayin daw nila ako, so yun talagang patuloy akong naglakad. Hanggang sa nakaabot na ako dun sa harap ng rcbc, una nun di ko nakita si phoebe and (him) sabi ko sa sarili ko "patay baka umalis na sila, iniwanan na nila ako, sayang yung effort ko" hinanap ko sila, yun pala natakpan lang pala sila nung poste or something unang nakita ko si phoebe tinawag ko siya then sumunod si (him) the moment i saw HIM smiling at me, parang nawala. pagod ko and i'm so happy because i've made it. So yun, sabay na kami, The time was 4:50 i guess basta malapit na mag 5 then malayo pa biya yung mts, sabi ko sa sarili ko "shucks baka maiwanan kami and it is all my fault" Worried na ako, pero okay lang kasi kung di kami makasama punta nalang kami ng nccc mall.

Ang malas pa talaga nun kasi yung jeep na nasakyan namin umikot pa, so mas matatagalan kami. Talagang worried ako baka maiwanan kami and kasalanan ko talaga.. Sabi ko kay phoebe text mo raw si edda or art (classmate namin) kung nakaalis na sila, sabi nila nandun na raw ang jeep. Talagang kinabahan ako baka maiwanan talaga kami. Pero God is good talaga kasi napuno man ang jeep so may 2nd round pa. So yun, nakaabot pa kami. 5+ na kami nakarating dun. hehe :)

Pagdating namin sa MTS naghintay pa kami ng ilang minutes sa jeep na bumalik marami-rami din kami nun. So yun, happy ako.
Nakabalik na ang jeep so yun sakay na kami, alam mo ba what good happened "TABI KAMI ni (him) ! gaaaaash. " haha :D totoo pala talaga yung sabi2x na kapag malasin ka, later seswertehin ka. haha. I really like his smell. parang ayoko ng huminto yung jeep. Timing pa talaga pinatugtog yung JEEPNEY LOVE STORY by yeng constantino. haha :D talagang ang swerte ko talaga ba. haha :D

later nun, nakaabot na kami ng jack's ridge. Then nag happy2x na :D

"There's always a rainbow after the rain"

I guess, that would be all :)

-k2i6e6.kaimen-